holy moley, how I forget about these things so easily.
And I'm glad I have, I dare say I've done a little Kristen searching since my last blog, and I am so happy with the outcome so far.
I don't know when it happened, or even why it happened.. but it did.
One day, I literally woke up and said 'that's it, it's time for a change'
I vowed to myself that I was going to live a little while I'm here. That I was going to stop looking back on what I've missed out on and enjoy every second of what I have left. That I would do things I've never done before, that I would stop making excuses and just DO something... something so simple as going places when I'm invited, quitting a job I hated, indoor skydiving, yoga hell class.
And I've loved every second of it.
I don't know how it happened. But suddenly I'm one optimistic gal. I'm not so afraid anymore, I'm enjoying myself.
I'm closing my eyes and jumping into the deep end.
so, my future is bright, well.. at least I'm thinking it is.
next tuesday I start another semester of school, ahhh. even though my schedule sucks I can't wait to start, my books have been coming in the mail and I get more excited everyday. I love school.
and next tuesday I also [re]start my job at starbucks, where I will be getting paid a whole lot less, but I'm hoping I will be a whole lot happier.
things to do in the [near] future:
*swim with dolphins
*study abroad
*help someone appreciate themselves
wish me luck
:]
3 comments:
Does the new schedule give you more time for yoga hell?
I really want to swim with dolphins, too. Maybe there is a Sea World trip in our near future?
I want to swim with the dolphins! Let's do it, we can at Sea World.
Marcella
study abroad!
that sounds fantastic. i wish you luck, you'll do well.
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